LittleSongbird
19-01-13, 01:37
Hi everyone
It's not easy for me to suffer from panic attack and nervous disorders. I took twice Dogmatil each day to reduce my worrying but then when I stop using the medicine I got depression. I always obsessed to negative thoughts, and guilty thoughts (just THINK, I don't mean to do it, but It always comes out in my mind). For example: insult Buddha (When I think about him I suddenly think about "F*** Buddha" and then I feel so guilty about that, then I'm sorry him, but then the feeling does not go away and I keep thinking ab that, about the insulting then guilty). Even I get comforted from friends, lover and family that it's okay I still being haunted by it. Then other bad ideas is gradually happening, comes out in my mind or my imagination I don't know. For example look at someone even in my family I have negative thoughts to them, guilty thoughts.
I haven't slept for 2 days and now I feel like no escape and even think about suicide and dead. I don't feel like I have an exit now. I'm hopeless. Exhausted and tired. Please. HELP ME.
It's not easy for me to suffer from panic attack and nervous disorders. I took twice Dogmatil each day to reduce my worrying but then when I stop using the medicine I got depression. I always obsessed to negative thoughts, and guilty thoughts (just THINK, I don't mean to do it, but It always comes out in my mind). For example: insult Buddha (When I think about him I suddenly think about "F*** Buddha" and then I feel so guilty about that, then I'm sorry him, but then the feeling does not go away and I keep thinking ab that, about the insulting then guilty). Even I get comforted from friends, lover and family that it's okay I still being haunted by it. Then other bad ideas is gradually happening, comes out in my mind or my imagination I don't know. For example look at someone even in my family I have negative thoughts to them, guilty thoughts.
I haven't slept for 2 days and now I feel like no escape and even think about suicide and dead. I don't feel like I have an exit now. I'm hopeless. Exhausted and tired. Please. HELP ME.