Paulac
19-01-13, 09:06
Hi all just looking a bit of advice, reassurance maybe.
This will be my 9th day on 10mg of citalopram, I have like a tablet phobia and although Iv been on these twice before and they were great I was so anxious to start them again, Iv now got this thought in my head and it's making me panic that by starting the tabs they are gonna change me as a person, had this thought when I was first put on them but just got on with it but my anxiety is worse this time and I can't shake this thought. Just keep thinking are they complety gonna change my personality, my thoughts and feelings about things etc, and not for the better, I'm thinking the worst scenarios, like they'll turn me into a horrible thoughtless person, been feeling quite aggitated and annoyed last few days so thinking is that the start of it!!!! I'm an analysing every thought I have or thing I say or do.
Sorry for the rant I know it all probably sounds totally bizarre to everyone just needed to get it out. Thanks for reading.
Paula xx
This will be my 9th day on 10mg of citalopram, I have like a tablet phobia and although Iv been on these twice before and they were great I was so anxious to start them again, Iv now got this thought in my head and it's making me panic that by starting the tabs they are gonna change me as a person, had this thought when I was first put on them but just got on with it but my anxiety is worse this time and I can't shake this thought. Just keep thinking are they complety gonna change my personality, my thoughts and feelings about things etc, and not for the better, I'm thinking the worst scenarios, like they'll turn me into a horrible thoughtless person, been feeling quite aggitated and annoyed last few days so thinking is that the start of it!!!! I'm an analysing every thought I have or thing I say or do.
Sorry for the rant I know it all probably sounds totally bizarre to everyone just needed to get it out. Thanks for reading.
Paula xx