TheGroundhog
25-01-13, 13:39
I know I don't post much, am more of a lurker, but I have suddenly slipped and am in the middle of a huge panic attack.
After being nearly on top of my HA at the end of last year it has spiralled out of all control, I have had lots of chest pain, breathlessness etc (all has been investigated before) then suddenly out of the blue I was cleaning out my pet rats and caught my finger on one of the bars, if lifted a tiny bit of skin, didn't evn bleed, a microscopic injury, but instantly I thought 'I'm going to get tetnus'.
Panicked constantly for two days, go horribly out of control, ended up seeing the nurse this morning who aid there was no way on earth I could have caught anything and to stop worrying, it was all fine, that she could hardly even see what I had done (you do pretty much need a magnifiing glass).
Came home, felt massively relieved, but after a couple of hours it has all started again, I am sure my jaw hurts and I have a bit of an upset tummy, I am sure there is something wrong, I can't stop crying and shaking just feel like I have completely lost it, I don't know what to do. I want to go to hospital but I know they will look at me like I am crazy and that I am wasting peoples time, but I am so scared.
After being nearly on top of my HA at the end of last year it has spiralled out of all control, I have had lots of chest pain, breathlessness etc (all has been investigated before) then suddenly out of the blue I was cleaning out my pet rats and caught my finger on one of the bars, if lifted a tiny bit of skin, didn't evn bleed, a microscopic injury, but instantly I thought 'I'm going to get tetnus'.
Panicked constantly for two days, go horribly out of control, ended up seeing the nurse this morning who aid there was no way on earth I could have caught anything and to stop worrying, it was all fine, that she could hardly even see what I had done (you do pretty much need a magnifiing glass).
Came home, felt massively relieved, but after a couple of hours it has all started again, I am sure my jaw hurts and I have a bit of an upset tummy, I am sure there is something wrong, I can't stop crying and shaking just feel like I have completely lost it, I don't know what to do. I want to go to hospital but I know they will look at me like I am crazy and that I am wasting peoples time, but I am so scared.