Pansy
30-01-13, 13:53
I've been doing so well, had my HA pretty well under control. The odd blip here and there, but nothing I couldn't deal with.
All of a sudden I am getting hung up on my heart and heart attacks. I've been getting random aches and pains in my elbows and arms, discomfort in my upper back, tightness in my chest now and again, nothing specific and not hurting enough to stop doing what I'm doing. But of course when this happens 'I'm definitely having a heart attack' and I get really frightened. I've tried to talk myself out of it but that doesn't work anymore. Why are we all so obssessed with our hearts?
As I'm writing this I am thinking how daft I sound, but it is so real and it's begining to make me miserable again. After years of HA causing me depression I thought I had it beat.
Oh dear, I am trying not moan..........I'm just feeling sorry for myself.
Anyway thanks for listening and I hope everyone out there manages to beat this stupid thing that has taken over our lives.
All of a sudden I am getting hung up on my heart and heart attacks. I've been getting random aches and pains in my elbows and arms, discomfort in my upper back, tightness in my chest now and again, nothing specific and not hurting enough to stop doing what I'm doing. But of course when this happens 'I'm definitely having a heart attack' and I get really frightened. I've tried to talk myself out of it but that doesn't work anymore. Why are we all so obssessed with our hearts?
As I'm writing this I am thinking how daft I sound, but it is so real and it's begining to make me miserable again. After years of HA causing me depression I thought I had it beat.
Oh dear, I am trying not moan..........I'm just feeling sorry for myself.
Anyway thanks for listening and I hope everyone out there manages to beat this stupid thing that has taken over our lives.