trinaelizabeth2
31-01-13, 18:15
Hello all :) I'm new here. I'm pretty sure I'm posting in the right area.
I have been dealing with relationship OCD for the past week. It's all very new to me (the OCD part, that is). I've dealt with anxiety and depression for seven years now, but this whole OCD thing is starting to take a toll on me and my relationship with my boyfriend. I know deep down that I love my boyfriend with all of my heart. We've been together for almost two years. I don't want to end it; in fact, we've been talking about getting married. However, this ROCD is giving me the worst thoughts ever, like "You don't really love him", "You're just faking it", and "You don't belong together". Those thoughts lead into panic attacks. I don't want to be in this "shell" any more. I'm so afraid that it's going to ruin my relationship. Have any of you gone through this? What helped? Thanks in advance for any input and advice. I hope this can get better!
I have been dealing with relationship OCD for the past week. It's all very new to me (the OCD part, that is). I've dealt with anxiety and depression for seven years now, but this whole OCD thing is starting to take a toll on me and my relationship with my boyfriend. I know deep down that I love my boyfriend with all of my heart. We've been together for almost two years. I don't want to end it; in fact, we've been talking about getting married. However, this ROCD is giving me the worst thoughts ever, like "You don't really love him", "You're just faking it", and "You don't belong together". Those thoughts lead into panic attacks. I don't want to be in this "shell" any more. I'm so afraid that it's going to ruin my relationship. Have any of you gone through this? What helped? Thanks in advance for any input and advice. I hope this can get better!