owls
02-02-13, 00:35
I am a slave to my own body. I'm scared of every tingle, pain, pinch, ache and twitch. Right now i'm really anxious over whats wrong with me. I've been seeing a lot of lines in my vision and moving dots everywhere, kind of like looking through a microscope and seeing parasites move. Its getting worse, I've been to the eye doctor and I had three major anxiety attacks today because i'm scared what could be wrong with me and I only have three Seroquels left and I take them for my anxiety so I called the office today to refill my prescription but they are closed on Fridays and now I have to wait till Monday and I usually take three a day...what will I do. I've been having a hard time breathing, I think I inhaled a piece of lint from my clothes and earlier my tongue was swelled for no reason and my upper lip has been tingling all day and I've been dizzy for almost a week now. Its just symptom after symptom! MRI's, ct scans, blood work and doctor visits do no good but why am I still having symptoms....I am so scared of my own body and I shouldn't be scared to live!
It seems like I've tried everything from meditation, yoga, soothing music but nothing helps. I don't know what to do anymore. I shouldn't be scared of my own body....
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It seems like I've tried everything from meditation, yoga, soothing music but nothing helps. I don't know what to do anymore. I shouldn't be scared of my own body....
Please give feedback