DreamsInSpace2
03-02-13, 09:41
I was fine, expected nothing, just lying thinking about how my sister was playing music too loudly and I was still in bed, lay around for a while then got up to go and get some breakfast when suddenly I was extremely off balance which has never happened to me before, I was rocking to my left side and felt like I was going to fall. When I realised it wasn't passing I decided I'd try go downstairs to let my Mum know how I am feeling, I rocked the whole way down and couldn't keep my balance and kept steering to the left side of my body. I told my Mum who alas didn't care (as per) she just made out I wasn't being serious and it was just a spell of dizziness but this is actually off balance.... I kept rocking to the left side.. I said are you going to gym? She said yes, and i said what if i faint though and what if I need to go to hospital as doctors closed as I am feeling extremely off balance (I never go to hospital or doctors I avoid them as I am so so scared of them due to fear of germs so its last thing I want but this feeling is really quite scary).. and she said no I have the gym to go to .. I would drop you off.. what you'd leave your daughter with a phobia/fear of germs at a hospital for 2 hours, all I kept thinking was selfish, selfish woman ! Anyway off topic, I went back upstairs, sat in bed and was messaging people with my head bent to right as whenever I put it up straight I'd be off balance and left side of my head would hurt.. I am very nervous and scared to even consider getting out of bed and it took me ages to finally feel as if I could type on my laptop.. I'm petrified to be honest.... I really am hoping nothing wrong but I had a dizzy spell when I was just sitting before bed last night, i was sitting in bed when suddenly felt as if my bed was moving but I put it down to tiredness.. agh i am so frightened :(
---------- Post added at 09:41 ---------- Previous post was at 09:38 ----------
I should also point out I had ringing in my ears on and off yesterday and if I am quiet.. not typing etc. I have a very faint roaring sound I can hear.. I am so scared, hope it's nothing that can harm me or make me ill (phobic!) pray I will be fine :(
---------- Post added at 09:41 ---------- Previous post was at 09:38 ----------
I should also point out I had ringing in my ears on and off yesterday and if I am quiet.. not typing etc. I have a very faint roaring sound I can hear.. I am so scared, hope it's nothing that can harm me or make me ill (phobic!) pray I will be fine :(