piranhaman
04-09-06, 12:33
Ok im 31 and im having some real big issues.
4 years ago i was an active outdoor pursuits instructor. i had great social life and could seriously not wish for anything else.
Today, i have missed work again and am struggling to make my way in tomorrow.
I changed jobs a few years ago to make some more money so my girlfriend and i could get married. I took a 60 hour a week night time security job.
2 years later i got glandular fever followed by chronic fatigue syndrome. I put on 4 stone in weight, lost all my social life and friends and my partner and i in to a lot of debt.
Today, i no longer have chronic fatigue syndrome but i have been left with agoraphobia, anxiety attacks and the doctor says i also have OCD and hypochondria.
I have been on and off work for the last 2 years and it has now got to the stage that im going to lose my latest job.
If i do i wont be able to pay the mortgage etc and i dont know what im going to do. My girlfriend is disabled and im classed as her full time carer yet she does everything for me!
Shes going in to hospital for a major operation next week and will be away for 2 weeks. I dont know how im going to manage with the daily chores as i can barely bring myself to get up in the mornings.
My doctor says i need to come in and see her but i have such problems getting out of the house, i dont know how too. The doctor will not do home visits.
The last time i went out of the house, i ended up in a large road rage incident at a set of traffic lights and its set me back more than i ca say.
I feel i just need a routine which i feel safe with but i cant get a breathing space to start one.
At least all this worry is helping me lose weight.
Shes going in to hospit
4 years ago i was an active outdoor pursuits instructor. i had great social life and could seriously not wish for anything else.
Today, i have missed work again and am struggling to make my way in tomorrow.
I changed jobs a few years ago to make some more money so my girlfriend and i could get married. I took a 60 hour a week night time security job.
2 years later i got glandular fever followed by chronic fatigue syndrome. I put on 4 stone in weight, lost all my social life and friends and my partner and i in to a lot of debt.
Today, i no longer have chronic fatigue syndrome but i have been left with agoraphobia, anxiety attacks and the doctor says i also have OCD and hypochondria.
I have been on and off work for the last 2 years and it has now got to the stage that im going to lose my latest job.
If i do i wont be able to pay the mortgage etc and i dont know what im going to do. My girlfriend is disabled and im classed as her full time carer yet she does everything for me!
Shes going in to hospital for a major operation next week and will be away for 2 weeks. I dont know how im going to manage with the daily chores as i can barely bring myself to get up in the mornings.
My doctor says i need to come in and see her but i have such problems getting out of the house, i dont know how too. The doctor will not do home visits.
The last time i went out of the house, i ended up in a large road rage incident at a set of traffic lights and its set me back more than i ca say.
I feel i just need a routine which i feel safe with but i cant get a breathing space to start one.
At least all this worry is helping me lose weight.
Shes going in to hospit