Lissa101
03-02-13, 19:15
I had an argument with my boyf yesterday and we've not spoken at all today. I think he's really starting to get annoyed by the fact I cry at the least thing that upsets me, he accused me of doing it to manipulate him and get attention. Really I don't and I annoy myself with being a baby about everything - wish I could just deal with life's ups and downs like a normal person.
Anyway I was watching tv a few hours ago when I realised the house was very quiet and turns out he's just gone without leaving a note. My mum used to drink when I was a kid and she used to go out drinking and I'd have to sit and wait for hours until she got back. I had to stay awake as she often needed help when she came home. I now have a really bad 'thing' about people doing this to me and he's deliberatly done this on purpose to hurt me. I've asked him to leave a note or text me if we're on bad terms and he feels he needs to go out, so I can relax. But tonight he's left without saying anything and he hasn't taken his phone so I can't call him.
Don't know if he'll stay at a friends or if he'll come home. I just have to sit and wait and worry. I wish I could just think 'sod him' and not let this get to me.
Anyway I was watching tv a few hours ago when I realised the house was very quiet and turns out he's just gone without leaving a note. My mum used to drink when I was a kid and she used to go out drinking and I'd have to sit and wait for hours until she got back. I had to stay awake as she often needed help when she came home. I now have a really bad 'thing' about people doing this to me and he's deliberatly done this on purpose to hurt me. I've asked him to leave a note or text me if we're on bad terms and he feels he needs to go out, so I can relax. But tonight he's left without saying anything and he hasn't taken his phone so I can't call him.
Don't know if he'll stay at a friends or if he'll come home. I just have to sit and wait and worry. I wish I could just think 'sod him' and not let this get to me.