redbaron
04-09-06, 16:40
Hi I'm Dom or the Baron whichever.
I'm 34 and found the site whilst looking up some details on Cipramil which I've been on for 10 days now (20mg).
Mentally I've been struggling for some years but during my 20s was in a relationship where my ex was a manic depressive and this kind of meant I had to retreat into a hole. Since then I've tried to come to terms with who I am and tackle the problems that I have.
I made the decision to seek help because it became clear that I was not managing by myself. I was not deriving pleasure in anything at all including things that I am passionate about. I have been told that I may have some OCD tendencies, weird orgaisational things and obsession therewith, I am also lazy to a point which is unhealthy not to mention so irritating. Oh and death scares the absolute **** out of me being an atheist. I also hoarde things on a theme, I know I'm doing it but cannot stop.
It's not really the sort of thing you can talk to lots of people about. I moved a couple of years ago, having moved constantly previous to that sso I never built up that homely support base that some are lucky to. My best mate lives miles away and my girlfriend whilst very supportive hasn't come across this sort of thing before and I am anxious not to bombard her incessantly with it.
The tablets have given me a little indigestion and some mental anxiety but other than that no serious side effects or effects in general really.
You may have noticed I have verbal diahorrea.
So that's me, any questions please ask, I like the sound of my own voice far too much to refuse!
“There is a certain sort of man who ignores his own good qualities but is tormented by his bad ones, this is the man who writes about himself.”
-W. Somerset Maugham
I'm 34 and found the site whilst looking up some details on Cipramil which I've been on for 10 days now (20mg).
Mentally I've been struggling for some years but during my 20s was in a relationship where my ex was a manic depressive and this kind of meant I had to retreat into a hole. Since then I've tried to come to terms with who I am and tackle the problems that I have.
I made the decision to seek help because it became clear that I was not managing by myself. I was not deriving pleasure in anything at all including things that I am passionate about. I have been told that I may have some OCD tendencies, weird orgaisational things and obsession therewith, I am also lazy to a point which is unhealthy not to mention so irritating. Oh and death scares the absolute **** out of me being an atheist. I also hoarde things on a theme, I know I'm doing it but cannot stop.
It's not really the sort of thing you can talk to lots of people about. I moved a couple of years ago, having moved constantly previous to that sso I never built up that homely support base that some are lucky to. My best mate lives miles away and my girlfriend whilst very supportive hasn't come across this sort of thing before and I am anxious not to bombard her incessantly with it.
The tablets have given me a little indigestion and some mental anxiety but other than that no serious side effects or effects in general really.
You may have noticed I have verbal diahorrea.
So that's me, any questions please ask, I like the sound of my own voice far too much to refuse!
“There is a certain sort of man who ignores his own good qualities but is tormented by his bad ones, this is the man who writes about himself.”
-W. Somerset Maugham