Does it ever stop??!!!!!

[Paulac]

Havnt posted in a while, been taking 10mg of citalopram and they have defo had some sort of effect on my panic, they seem to have helped with the mad adrenilin rushes that wer coming with my thoughts etc. although they have mostly helped with the butterflies I'm still constantly thinking non stop it's driving mad!! I analyse every single thought I have, thing I say watever I do, I'm constantly thinking about how I'm feeling mentally, like really going into my mind(if that makes sense). Always thinking about being me, how I c myself, how others c me, it just seems to never stop. I really really can't ever imagine not doing this whole thinking about me thing, just seems totally impossible that it will ever go away n it's freaking me out. Was thinking about going up to 20mg of cit. any advice or anyone do this whole me,me,me thinking??

Thanks so much for reading
Paula x