I thought I was ready

[stay_gold]

I was feeing so good, anxiety was low I was set to start job hunting and do what I finally needed to do.

I applied for a PR internship and I had an interview for the next day. When i got the email, the anxiety came back strong and so sudden. I didn't go in and now I'm questioning my relationship, I know it's gonna end soon, and thought thought of her being with someone else kills me and now I'm worried about my future. I hate this so much and I don;t have anyone to really talk to about it so when my relation eventually fizzles out, which it will, I'll be alone again.

[Darbysa]

You have the people on this site. Can't help mend your relationship but we can give you some sympathy and a sounding board.

Did you mean it didn't go as in the anxiety or I didn't go as in the interview? Could you apply again?

Chin up. It will get better again.

Sal

[stay_gold]

Hey Darbysa,
Thanks for your response, I didnt go in to the interview due to still being very anxious