zippy
09-02-13, 10:48
I feel I have reached rock bottom. I cryed non stop yesterday all day, I feel like I am withdrawn. I feel numb inside. I try to do stuff but I feel so Ill.Can anxiety make you feel so ill and it not be something serious.
I was sobbing to my partner this morning saying I don't want to die and leave everyone. I wanted to go to a&e but my partner said what are you going to say you think you have a brain tumour and your dying. I generally feel unwell.
I couldn't sleep last night, my mind was jumping and racing with crazy stuff, I feel all dithery inside. I have pains in my head and if i move my head fast I feel dizzy. It feels like there's something in the side of my head and i think its the tumour pressing.I don't know what else to do. I have been to opticians, 2 gp's and an ent specialist who did neuro tests etc and all were fine. I was hoping he would send me for a scan but he said I didn't need one. Now I just think no one believes I am dying and it's going to be too late and my kids won't have a mam.
It absolutely crippling me if this is all anxiety.
I was sobbing to my partner this morning saying I don't want to die and leave everyone. I wanted to go to a&e but my partner said what are you going to say you think you have a brain tumour and your dying. I generally feel unwell.
I couldn't sleep last night, my mind was jumping and racing with crazy stuff, I feel all dithery inside. I have pains in my head and if i move my head fast I feel dizzy. It feels like there's something in the side of my head and i think its the tumour pressing.I don't know what else to do. I have been to opticians, 2 gp's and an ent specialist who did neuro tests etc and all were fine. I was hoping he would send me for a scan but he said I didn't need one. Now I just think no one believes I am dying and it's going to be too late and my kids won't have a mam.
It absolutely crippling me if this is all anxiety.