bethany66
09-02-13, 12:30
Hello all
Well here goes. Hello all my name is Bethany I am 46 years old.I would like to say my problems started 7 years ago when my then 6 year old daughter was sexually abused by a close family friend then about 77, he received a 5 year prison sentence. Unfortunatly when he was released because he owns his own property just down the road there isn't a law in the land that can make him move. I had a complete breakdown when it happened and only then did I realise it was because of something I had burried deep inside my own abuse as a child. I have since then been on a cocktail of different medications at present I am on Sertraline 200mg pregabalin 600mg Zopiclone 15mg and also diazepam 20mg these are all taken daily every day. After a couple of stays in a psyciatric ward and numerous overdoses the last only a few weeks ago I still dont feel as if I am any closer to getting things sorted. After being assessed by a Psychotherapist I was diagnosed with Borderline personality disorder, significant features of a Schizotypal personality disorder, clinical depression, masochistic personality patterns, anxiety, alcohol and drug dependency, and my scores on PTSD were also elevated. I self harm on a regular basis which is how I came across this site looking for help with my self harm. I was due to start an MBT course next year but unfortunatly the professionals on my case have told me that I am not stable enough to start at present. Well I think that is me done and after reading this back I should hope so, please excuse any spelling mistake only i am fairly new to this computer idea so have not quite worked out spell check.
Well here goes. Hello all my name is Bethany I am 46 years old.I would like to say my problems started 7 years ago when my then 6 year old daughter was sexually abused by a close family friend then about 77, he received a 5 year prison sentence. Unfortunatly when he was released because he owns his own property just down the road there isn't a law in the land that can make him move. I had a complete breakdown when it happened and only then did I realise it was because of something I had burried deep inside my own abuse as a child. I have since then been on a cocktail of different medications at present I am on Sertraline 200mg pregabalin 600mg Zopiclone 15mg and also diazepam 20mg these are all taken daily every day. After a couple of stays in a psyciatric ward and numerous overdoses the last only a few weeks ago I still dont feel as if I am any closer to getting things sorted. After being assessed by a Psychotherapist I was diagnosed with Borderline personality disorder, significant features of a Schizotypal personality disorder, clinical depression, masochistic personality patterns, anxiety, alcohol and drug dependency, and my scores on PTSD were also elevated. I self harm on a regular basis which is how I came across this site looking for help with my self harm. I was due to start an MBT course next year but unfortunatly the professionals on my case have told me that I am not stable enough to start at present. Well I think that is me done and after reading this back I should hope so, please excuse any spelling mistake only i am fairly new to this computer idea so have not quite worked out spell check.