katie23
09-02-13, 16:15
So I posted a few days ago about me and my babies father splitting up in October and he had a one night stand what he's ashamed about and has cried to me over it , I know he's sorry etc even though there's no need to be we was single, I left him in a horrible way got the baby got my stuff an moved to my mums it's took him alot to take me back and he said it will take time to love me the same.
Anyhow ever since I've found out Mr pure O has came out to play. I'm really struggling with my Intrusions and mental images I keep getting images of him having sex with this girl and intusions like 'will I ever be able to get over this!?' 'Will I ever feel the same?' 'what if I can't forget about this?'. Then I sit there panicing and my body starts shaking then i start thinking I can't do this I need to get out if I finish with him it will all be better. He knows im obbsessing over it so he ignores when I bring it up because the more I know the more I obsess. I'm on the internet researching and researching 'partner slept with somone else while we was broken up' then the moment I see someone say they couldn't get back with them or get over it I break out into a panic.
How would you guys deal with this. I'm trying my best not to give up but it's really hard. x
Anyhow ever since I've found out Mr pure O has came out to play. I'm really struggling with my Intrusions and mental images I keep getting images of him having sex with this girl and intusions like 'will I ever be able to get over this!?' 'Will I ever feel the same?' 'what if I can't forget about this?'. Then I sit there panicing and my body starts shaking then i start thinking I can't do this I need to get out if I finish with him it will all be better. He knows im obbsessing over it so he ignores when I bring it up because the more I know the more I obsess. I'm on the internet researching and researching 'partner slept with somone else while we was broken up' then the moment I see someone say they couldn't get back with them or get over it I break out into a panic.
How would you guys deal with this. I'm trying my best not to give up but it's really hard. x