Mac4143
11-02-13, 02:29
Hey everyone,
I'm the kind of person that you may guess... Has panic attacks! When ever I go to the bathroom and go... Number 2 I have the need to look ANd check of irregularitys. Ever since about 9 months age I had blood on the paper I thought I had cancer, I worry about cancer with every little thing that happens to me. So tonight everything looks to be ok except this small pea sized black ball. I read that black tarry stool is blood in upper gi track but it was only 1 pea sized ball. So of corse I need to examine it, then I squished it with a q tip it was purple when rubbed on the slide of the toilet. It was not mucus because it squished down to only like a fleshy shell like material. I'm very worried about everything that happens to me. I hate to go to the dr because its so scary of what he might say. I just had a physical about a month ago and I said I was dizzy and had minor double vision, like ghosting vision. He said the dizzyness is hormonal and puberty related because it only minor on and off. The double vision we did not talk abou but I pretty sure it's my astigmatism because it with 1 and 2 eyes open so it's not neurological. Anyway, has anyone had the black ball thing or know what I might be? :scared15: :wacko: :unsure:
I'm the kind of person that you may guess... Has panic attacks! When ever I go to the bathroom and go... Number 2 I have the need to look ANd check of irregularitys. Ever since about 9 months age I had blood on the paper I thought I had cancer, I worry about cancer with every little thing that happens to me. So tonight everything looks to be ok except this small pea sized black ball. I read that black tarry stool is blood in upper gi track but it was only 1 pea sized ball. So of corse I need to examine it, then I squished it with a q tip it was purple when rubbed on the slide of the toilet. It was not mucus because it squished down to only like a fleshy shell like material. I'm very worried about everything that happens to me. I hate to go to the dr because its so scary of what he might say. I just had a physical about a month ago and I said I was dizzy and had minor double vision, like ghosting vision. He said the dizzyness is hormonal and puberty related because it only minor on and off. The double vision we did not talk abou but I pretty sure it's my astigmatism because it with 1 and 2 eyes open so it's not neurological. Anyway, has anyone had the black ball thing or know what I might be? :scared15: :wacko: :unsure: