Dubbmented
11-02-13, 04:35
Something really weird is going on, and I'm finding it hard to explain..
The only time I experienced this was four months ago, a bit after quitting Marijuana.. I would feel 'drunk/stoned' without actually being under the influence, My vision goes a bit funny and I feel like in a bubble ? In my own world/ kind of dream state.. When I looked in the mirror I couldn't recognize myself, and was telling my mum "IT'S NOT ME IN THE MIRROR", This freaked her out to say the least. So When I first experienced this, I just shrugged it off as my brain's chemicals getting rid of the THC or some what.. and it dissapeared.
Anyway.. this happened last night, I was very tired sitting in bed with my Girlfriend, then all of sudden I went in that little world. and everything I was saying to her or she was saying to me, Didn't feel 'real' ?? I don't even know how to explain it.. My girlfriend then told me she experienced the same thing from time to time.. and it caused a Panic attack in her in the past.
So all while we were talking.. I started panicking, going really hot, and getting a rapid heart beat. and It felt like I would be stuck in that 'world'.. and It was really starting to scare me. It felt like I was on a bad trip on drugs with being sober! I don't know how else to explain it.
I then fear It's the start of some mental disorder like Schizophrenia ??
Has anyone experienced something like this ? I'm glad my girlfriend understands me, But I'm afraid to bring this up with a professional incase I get chucked into a mental home lol.
The only time I experienced this was four months ago, a bit after quitting Marijuana.. I would feel 'drunk/stoned' without actually being under the influence, My vision goes a bit funny and I feel like in a bubble ? In my own world/ kind of dream state.. When I looked in the mirror I couldn't recognize myself, and was telling my mum "IT'S NOT ME IN THE MIRROR", This freaked her out to say the least. So When I first experienced this, I just shrugged it off as my brain's chemicals getting rid of the THC or some what.. and it dissapeared.
Anyway.. this happened last night, I was very tired sitting in bed with my Girlfriend, then all of sudden I went in that little world. and everything I was saying to her or she was saying to me, Didn't feel 'real' ?? I don't even know how to explain it.. My girlfriend then told me she experienced the same thing from time to time.. and it caused a Panic attack in her in the past.
So all while we were talking.. I started panicking, going really hot, and getting a rapid heart beat. and It felt like I would be stuck in that 'world'.. and It was really starting to scare me. It felt like I was on a bad trip on drugs with being sober! I don't know how else to explain it.
I then fear It's the start of some mental disorder like Schizophrenia ??
Has anyone experienced something like this ? I'm glad my girlfriend understands me, But I'm afraid to bring this up with a professional incase I get chucked into a mental home lol.