tricia56
13-02-13, 19:43
hi mot sure if this is the right place to post and sorry its long ,but ive had gad for over 7 yrs now and ive had cbt twice now and not on meds but its not getting any better every day im anxiouse as soon as i get up till i go to bed.i do my relaxation every day i try distraction but im still anxiouse ive had blood tests done a few times and everything comes back normal.so nowim thinking maybe it is because of my situation and circumstances at home is not helping me to get better, as im on beniefts so money is very tight i have my son27 and daughter16 at home and also my sister 47 is staying with me since she came out of hospital because she is clinical depressed and tryed to kill herself she sleeps on my sofa and doesnt get up till 2 in the afternoon and just sits watching tv the rest of the day so when i get up in the mornings i cant go and sit in my living room because she is there asleep so i have to sit in my bedroom untill she gets up so i spend alot f time on my own which starts my mind going . i dont have no friends or anyware to go as i moved home 4mnths ago to the other side of town from ware i used to live and all my other familly are the other side of town so i dont see them as im scared to travel on public transport because of my anxiety, also my ex partner who ive been split up from 7yrs ago as been at my house since before xmas and he also sleeeps on my living room floor even tho i didnt ask him to start staying here he just took it it off his own back to stay as he has his own bedroom at his sisters ware he is suopsed to be living, i tell him to go home but he never does , he moans all the time and trys telling me wat i should or shouldnt do and interferes with the running of my home so it feels like we are still together and never split up and i feel i cant move on because of him, i know i should just tell him to go home but i hate upseting any one and just dont seem to be stong enough to open my mouth to people as ive always wanted people to like me and always done things to please every body else so i wouldnt be rejected . so could all this be a reason why my anxiety isnt getting any better.