Eek
20-02-13, 03:28
Hi all,
I'm having a really bad HA week this week and am close to breaking point. I should be pleased and relieved as my liver scan came back good, but I got this stupid belly button infection that I'm worried isn't going to clear up and am on antibiotics that seem to be doing nothing but give me thrush and terrify me that they're going to give me c. diff. and I'm seeing a dermatologist on Friday about a possible carcinoma on my face.
Well, the last few days I've gone into melt down, I've started worrying about every little thing. Every day I see several things that panic me, just little things that I'd normally ignore. It's got to the point where I've forgotten what certain things look like and worry that there's something wrong even though there probably isn't. I catch sight of something in the mirror or see something on my hand or leg, or feel a pain, every little thing is making me freak out to the point where I just sit on the sofa and cry.
I don't know what to do, I don't know how to climb back out of this hole I'm sinking into. I just want to cry all the time. I really really don't know what to do.
I'm having a really bad HA week this week and am close to breaking point. I should be pleased and relieved as my liver scan came back good, but I got this stupid belly button infection that I'm worried isn't going to clear up and am on antibiotics that seem to be doing nothing but give me thrush and terrify me that they're going to give me c. diff. and I'm seeing a dermatologist on Friday about a possible carcinoma on my face.
Well, the last few days I've gone into melt down, I've started worrying about every little thing. Every day I see several things that panic me, just little things that I'd normally ignore. It's got to the point where I've forgotten what certain things look like and worry that there's something wrong even though there probably isn't. I catch sight of something in the mirror or see something on my hand or leg, or feel a pain, every little thing is making me freak out to the point where I just sit on the sofa and cry.
I don't know what to do, I don't know how to climb back out of this hole I'm sinking into. I just want to cry all the time. I really really don't know what to do.