katzanddogz
25-02-13, 18:49
I am feeling terrible, I am self employed and getting paid when I finish the job at hand, almost weeks after delivering it. So today has passed with no progress, I am filled with guilt and unease:blush:.
I am also cutting off Lustral, I was taking 50mg Daily for almost 8 months, for the last 4 days I am taking 25mg. My appointment with my therapist is one week away:emot-drums:.
So how do you guys deal with this perfect cocktail: depression, anxiety and obligation to work? How do you make yourself complete the tasks at hand, I keep dragging myself. Is it because I hate what I do, is it possible to like your job with all this self conciousness, fear of making any mistakes, god may forbid:shades: and difficulty with exchanging emotions, thoughts etc. with the outer world? What is missing in me?
I am also cutting off Lustral, I was taking 50mg Daily for almost 8 months, for the last 4 days I am taking 25mg. My appointment with my therapist is one week away:emot-drums:.
So how do you guys deal with this perfect cocktail: depression, anxiety and obligation to work? How do you make yourself complete the tasks at hand, I keep dragging myself. Is it because I hate what I do, is it possible to like your job with all this self conciousness, fear of making any mistakes, god may forbid:shades: and difficulty with exchanging emotions, thoughts etc. with the outer world? What is missing in me?