fran43
08-09-06, 17:38
It has been really bugging me that I suffer badly from memory loss as well as all the other crappy symptoms I have. Does anyone experience this on a fairly regular basis??
I have this assessment with the eating disorder/CBT therapist tomorrow. My appt is for 2.00pm (when I am no where near my best). The bit that bugs me big time is I look so "normal" (hate the word) on the outside but inside I am crying out and scared. Concentration is minimal, I dont love myself and dont know where to begin on that one.
Today I have driven to the supermarket (by myself) to get a few items. Then drove to a friend's for a couple of hours (and back!). I still strongly feel what is the big deal about that? Yet four months ago my husband was having to take me everywhere. The unreal feeling still is present 24/7 and I am getting more stressed and het up about things till not falling into place.
Anyway, enough of my moaning.
Take care of yourselves.
Love Fran XX
I have this assessment with the eating disorder/CBT therapist tomorrow. My appt is for 2.00pm (when I am no where near my best). The bit that bugs me big time is I look so "normal" (hate the word) on the outside but inside I am crying out and scared. Concentration is minimal, I dont love myself and dont know where to begin on that one.
Today I have driven to the supermarket (by myself) to get a few items. Then drove to a friend's for a couple of hours (and back!). I still strongly feel what is the big deal about that? Yet four months ago my husband was having to take me everywhere. The unreal feeling still is present 24/7 and I am getting more stressed and het up about things till not falling into place.
Anyway, enough of my moaning.
Take care of yourselves.
Love Fran XX