Pigeon
28-02-13, 10:24
Hi all
If you've seen my posts on here before, you'll know I have been suffering from depression/anxiety for a couple of months. Had health anxiety for years so obviously I am the anxious type.
But this is different. My anxiety is caused by a specific problem that I can't find a solution to. I made a mistake and don't know how to put it right. I can't find the right person to advise me but it and am going round in circles. Every time I think I have a solution, something goes wrong.
I don't want to talk about it on here but have spoke to samaritans several times and my counsellor as well as family members. All of them say I have got things out of proportion. But I can't stop obsessing about it and now have become really ill.
I have been off work for 8 weeks, can't motivate myself to do anyhting but sit on the sofa with my laptop looking for answers or just starring at the screen , I have lost a stone in weight through lack of appetite, I'm not looking after myself, socialising or or enjoying anything at all that I used to do. I have tablets for anxiety from GP but sure they're not working. Now I'm starting to show physical symptoms, my skin has become really spotty, like teenage acne (I'm 55!), I have a constant headache, feel nauseaus and shaky and weak. I am trying to follow all the advice given but finding it really hard to do things like take excercise, keep myself occupied and think positve. All I can see is doom and gloom ahead and that I'll lose everything I have either through the outcome of the problem or through my constant low mood and worrying. I can't see myself getting any better. I'm really at the end of my tether and need help. :weep::weep::weep:
If you've seen my posts on here before, you'll know I have been suffering from depression/anxiety for a couple of months. Had health anxiety for years so obviously I am the anxious type.
But this is different. My anxiety is caused by a specific problem that I can't find a solution to. I made a mistake and don't know how to put it right. I can't find the right person to advise me but it and am going round in circles. Every time I think I have a solution, something goes wrong.
I don't want to talk about it on here but have spoke to samaritans several times and my counsellor as well as family members. All of them say I have got things out of proportion. But I can't stop obsessing about it and now have become really ill.
I have been off work for 8 weeks, can't motivate myself to do anyhting but sit on the sofa with my laptop looking for answers or just starring at the screen , I have lost a stone in weight through lack of appetite, I'm not looking after myself, socialising or or enjoying anything at all that I used to do. I have tablets for anxiety from GP but sure they're not working. Now I'm starting to show physical symptoms, my skin has become really spotty, like teenage acne (I'm 55!), I have a constant headache, feel nauseaus and shaky and weak. I am trying to follow all the advice given but finding it really hard to do things like take excercise, keep myself occupied and think positve. All I can see is doom and gloom ahead and that I'll lose everything I have either through the outcome of the problem or through my constant low mood and worrying. I can't see myself getting any better. I'm really at the end of my tether and need help. :weep::weep::weep: