MargaretHale
28-02-13, 11:22
I'm 40 tomorrow, that doesn't bother me. What bothers me is that I have no friends any more due to anxiety and panic attacks. I've cut everyone out of my life because I'm too embarrassed to tell them what's wrong and why I can't go out for meals or for walks.
My lovely partner and two sons are all I have and I'm no use to them.
He keeps saying 'this isn't how things will be for the rest of your life' but I can't see things changing because I'm too frightened to make the first steps in overcoming my anxiety and agoraphobia.
I'm so sick of the four walls. Apart from my partner there's no one I can talk to. I feel so very, very low right now.
Sorry to vent on here, but I'm so frightened that this is the rest of my life. Stuck in a house too afraid to answer the door and avoiding people I love.
My lovely partner and two sons are all I have and I'm no use to them.
He keeps saying 'this isn't how things will be for the rest of your life' but I can't see things changing because I'm too frightened to make the first steps in overcoming my anxiety and agoraphobia.
I'm so sick of the four walls. Apart from my partner there's no one I can talk to. I feel so very, very low right now.
Sorry to vent on here, but I'm so frightened that this is the rest of my life. Stuck in a house too afraid to answer the door and avoiding people I love.