meche
08-03-13, 11:57
I really shouldn't have much to complain about. Last year wasn't a good year but from October onwards everything fell into place, my mental & physical problems resolved and I was 1000% better. No more tumours, MS or other deadly ailments!
Life has been good since. I joined the gym, lost weight, started hiking, booked loads of weekends away, holdiays, etc and enjoyed being social again. It's still good but just lately, especially the last 2 weeks, I've felt slightly anxious again. A few things have happened I think may have triggered this (nothing serious and nothing overly worrying) but I think subconciously I'm thinking about them more than I need to. In turn, I've noticed those random twitches coming back, interupted sleep, forgetfulness, slight dizziness and that spaced out feeling. Yesterday my heart felt a bit fluttery and last night I had a shooting pain down my arm. I'm still getting slight arm pain today and also pins/needles in my fingers. I don't feel ill and I'm not thinking I'm about to have a heart attack but all I can think about is 'here we go again'! I guess it's bringing back memories of a really bad year I want to forget about. I really can't go back there!!! xx
Life has been good since. I joined the gym, lost weight, started hiking, booked loads of weekends away, holdiays, etc and enjoyed being social again. It's still good but just lately, especially the last 2 weeks, I've felt slightly anxious again. A few things have happened I think may have triggered this (nothing serious and nothing overly worrying) but I think subconciously I'm thinking about them more than I need to. In turn, I've noticed those random twitches coming back, interupted sleep, forgetfulness, slight dizziness and that spaced out feeling. Yesterday my heart felt a bit fluttery and last night I had a shooting pain down my arm. I'm still getting slight arm pain today and also pins/needles in my fingers. I don't feel ill and I'm not thinking I'm about to have a heart attack but all I can think about is 'here we go again'! I guess it's bringing back memories of a really bad year I want to forget about. I really can't go back there!!! xx