pele33
12-03-13, 13:42
Hi everyone, i have not been on these boards for quite some time. I previously suffered from obbsessive anxiety and thinking with my health. In the past i have obbsessive regarding religion. Both these issues have produced grave anxiety.
Now however its is different and i would like to hear fromanyone male or female that has any of these issues. I am totally obsessive in my reltionship with my partner, i find it impossible to trust. Therefore when she is not around i feel physically ill, i suffer rage, fear imagine terrible scenarios. I magine her flirting with other guys, looking at other guys texting emailing at work. I question her try to control her going in certain enviroments where she may meet men. I wake up in terror of a night dreaming she is being unfaithful. A therapist called it pathological jealousy. recently it got worse she got a promotion to managers role which was supposed to be temporoary two months six months a year now a year and a half she is still there and i am terrified she will take this job permenatly. She travels to meetings all over the UK and meets with sales reps, managers executives and i cant handle it yet i cant walk away so i feel trapped. The pain i feel when she is at work is unbearable i feel emotional trauma. We have spoken at length i have seen counceillers i have now lost my job over it i feel lowest ebb. I often drink to cope with the pain but i wake up feeling more anxious paranoid and obssesive. Does anyone have any idea what i am talking about ?:scared15:
Now however its is different and i would like to hear fromanyone male or female that has any of these issues. I am totally obsessive in my reltionship with my partner, i find it impossible to trust. Therefore when she is not around i feel physically ill, i suffer rage, fear imagine terrible scenarios. I magine her flirting with other guys, looking at other guys texting emailing at work. I question her try to control her going in certain enviroments where she may meet men. I wake up in terror of a night dreaming she is being unfaithful. A therapist called it pathological jealousy. recently it got worse she got a promotion to managers role which was supposed to be temporoary two months six months a year now a year and a half she is still there and i am terrified she will take this job permenatly. She travels to meetings all over the UK and meets with sales reps, managers executives and i cant handle it yet i cant walk away so i feel trapped. The pain i feel when she is at work is unbearable i feel emotional trauma. We have spoken at length i have seen counceillers i have now lost my job over it i feel lowest ebb. I often drink to cope with the pain but i wake up feeling more anxious paranoid and obssesive. Does anyone have any idea what i am talking about ?:scared15: