scaz
17-03-13, 23:14
guys I am typing this at 1038 pm, its obviously dark and I am the only one awake, yes this sounds a bit like a low rated horror movie, forgive me.
I have PTSD and am hyper vigilant to noises, especially bangs, and atm outside there are a lot of loud taps and bangs. My "sensible" side is saying someone has forgotten their key, stop being ridiculous, make a hot chocolate and go to bed, but my "Paranoid" side is stopping me. I keep dashing to the window to look.
If I write it down I might stop it and go to bed, but ATM I am waiting for the big BOOM and the mushroom cloud.
VERY nervy atm.
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my paranoid side is right tonight, there is trouble.
we have a full scale drunken fight outside our home at the moment, VERY freaked and waiting for my windows to come in, the police are aware and en route I am told, the worst thing I can do is go to the windows as there is a man with a scaffolding pole parading up and down inviting people out for a fight, but my hyper vigliance is screaming at me, go and check your home is ok, check the car woman!
I have PTSD and am hyper vigilant to noises, especially bangs, and atm outside there are a lot of loud taps and bangs. My "sensible" side is saying someone has forgotten their key, stop being ridiculous, make a hot chocolate and go to bed, but my "Paranoid" side is stopping me. I keep dashing to the window to look.
If I write it down I might stop it and go to bed, but ATM I am waiting for the big BOOM and the mushroom cloud.
VERY nervy atm.
---------- Post added at 23:14 ---------- Previous post was at 22:42 ----------
my paranoid side is right tonight, there is trouble.
we have a full scale drunken fight outside our home at the moment, VERY freaked and waiting for my windows to come in, the police are aware and en route I am told, the worst thing I can do is go to the windows as there is a man with a scaffolding pole parading up and down inviting people out for a fight, but my hyper vigliance is screaming at me, go and check your home is ok, check the car woman!