Mogwog
19-03-13, 16:31
I have been on here for around 4 years .
2 years ago I had a breakdown over my health, my dr really helped me and put me on antidepressants. I have only just come off them in January this year as we want to try for another baby.
Problem is the HA is creeping back in. I seem to be focussing on catching something that could harm baby (toxoplasmosis) my 8 yr old was born with disabilities - many of them and I am just so scared that I will contract something that will give our next baby disabilities too. I'm not pregnant yet but really don't want this to stop me, I want my son to have a brother or sister. My dr said she would only put me on antidepressants as a last resort but if I'm like this now and I'm not even pregnant yet what on earth am I going to be like when I am?
I just feel like I'm at my wits end...again :-(
Any advice would be great
Thank you
2 years ago I had a breakdown over my health, my dr really helped me and put me on antidepressants. I have only just come off them in January this year as we want to try for another baby.
Problem is the HA is creeping back in. I seem to be focussing on catching something that could harm baby (toxoplasmosis) my 8 yr old was born with disabilities - many of them and I am just so scared that I will contract something that will give our next baby disabilities too. I'm not pregnant yet but really don't want this to stop me, I want my son to have a brother or sister. My dr said she would only put me on antidepressants as a last resort but if I'm like this now and I'm not even pregnant yet what on earth am I going to be like when I am?
I just feel like I'm at my wits end...again :-(
Any advice would be great
Thank you