it,s all to much for me. :(

[fruity]

2 to 3 days i,ve had anxiety,fear ect..... & it just gets you down. feel so depressd i put brave face on but realy i wanna break down. & to make it worse. it,s 1 yr anniversary of my dads deathh tomorow so thats gonna be a very anxious day. im gonna be sad,angry all emotions tomorow.. im ony 28 & Got two young kids 5 & 6 & i should be blessd,happy when realy it,s just all an act. when i just wanna runaway from it all. sorry folks. im off to sleep now goodnight. thanx for any replies if you want to reply. but i will reply tomorow morning. :bighug1:

[Edie]

Fruity, the anniversary will be messing with your head. It's a difficult day, and the approach to it is difficult too. Things will improve afterwards. I am thinking of you today, it's going to be a tough one. But then it will be over.

[fruity]

thanx eddie. very kind words. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx:bighug1 :