freemyworries
25-03-13, 16:17
Seen a post on this but it was from a while back, this lump drives me insane with panic and sheer burning terror feeling...
I found a lump under my left arm about a month ago, now its not armpit area, more to the side of my chest, and it only aggrivates me a day or two after drinking... here is when it happens
Friday night 4-6 cans of 4% larger
saturday night 6-8 cans of 4% larger
sunday maybe 2-3 cans 4% larger
monday / tuesday i get a dull ache and it dosent really go away until later part of the week,
now the worst bit, two people who where in school with me have died from lymphoma, and this has acclerated the feeling of terror and painc
so much so i visted my GP, she examined the lump and said it was a fibreous lump, i forgot to mention to her its only gets sore after drinking heavily on the weekends....she told me its nothing serious, but i still get worried
i know i drink to much, but this seems to take away the worry that i have something serious, i have a 3yr old child and i have found myself crying just by looking at there photo's and thinking i'm not going to be around for them
i have suffered with health anxiety for a long time and really need some
opinions on how to tackle my demon
I found a lump under my left arm about a month ago, now its not armpit area, more to the side of my chest, and it only aggrivates me a day or two after drinking... here is when it happens
Friday night 4-6 cans of 4% larger
saturday night 6-8 cans of 4% larger
sunday maybe 2-3 cans 4% larger
monday / tuesday i get a dull ache and it dosent really go away until later part of the week,
now the worst bit, two people who where in school with me have died from lymphoma, and this has acclerated the feeling of terror and painc
so much so i visted my GP, she examined the lump and said it was a fibreous lump, i forgot to mention to her its only gets sore after drinking heavily on the weekends....she told me its nothing serious, but i still get worried
i know i drink to much, but this seems to take away the worry that i have something serious, i have a 3yr old child and i have found myself crying just by looking at there photo's and thinking i'm not going to be around for them
i have suffered with health anxiety for a long time and really need some
opinions on how to tackle my demon