Lissa101
25-03-13, 19:15
A friend whom I haven't seen in ages (since before I had my breakdown) has called out of the blue to say she's on her way round with wine! I haven't told most of friends about my problems and I'm not really that close to this person - we just used to go out drinking and having a laugh together. She's really nice and really fun but 1. I hate having people round and 2. I'll feel awful tomorrow after drinking.
I was totally caught unawares so didn't have time to make an excuse. I'm getting nervous already... why can't I just be my old self - someone who was relaxed about people turning up at my door and didn't stress out about having a glass of wine, even if it is a Monday. She'll probably get drunk and have to stay over. So tomorrow I'll have hangover anxiety and a guest, arrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! :ohmy:x
I was totally caught unawares so didn't have time to make an excuse. I'm getting nervous already... why can't I just be my old self - someone who was relaxed about people turning up at my door and didn't stress out about having a glass of wine, even if it is a Monday. She'll probably get drunk and have to stay over. So tomorrow I'll have hangover anxiety and a guest, arrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! :ohmy:x