heater87
31-03-13, 07:03
Hi , brand new here.
My name is Ben and I saw this site when I was on google.
I feel like I kind of lead 2 lives. I have some debt , am struggling with classes in my final year at college and tend to keep my feelings to myself.
If I am not constantly at school or work, I tend to drown out my feelings by distracting myself all the time.
I am constantly nervous and afraid of what might happen. I am constantly terrified that I might not make it out of school , or ever payoff my debt, or find a job.
But nobody knows about it.
I hide it extremely well and keep it all a secret.
Hoping someone on here relates. I could really use a hand.
thanks,
Ben
My name is Ben and I saw this site when I was on google.
I feel like I kind of lead 2 lives. I have some debt , am struggling with classes in my final year at college and tend to keep my feelings to myself.
If I am not constantly at school or work, I tend to drown out my feelings by distracting myself all the time.
I am constantly nervous and afraid of what might happen. I am constantly terrified that I might not make it out of school , or ever payoff my debt, or find a job.
But nobody knows about it.
I hide it extremely well and keep it all a secret.
Hoping someone on here relates. I could really use a hand.
thanks,
Ben