swgrl09
05-04-13, 02:29
My fiance was away for work for two weeks, came home for a day yesterday, and today I brought him back to the airport for another long trip. I miss him really badly. I am worried that this will affect our relationship. I mean it hasn't really yet, we do facetime on our phones every night he is away, and make sure to keep in touch daily. I am just nervous that in the long run one day it will hurt our relationship ...
They say travel is bad for relationships. I am interviewing for a job to take on some night shifts at the hospital tomorrow, which would take more time away from us but we need the money and it will be good for my resume once I graduate from school ... he says to do it, it is temporary anyway.
I know we are fine right now, getting married in a month, etc. I guess I am just worried that eventually we will drift apart with all the travel and time apart :-\ Is that stupid of me?
I am feeling sad and lonely. I miss him. I just am feeling badly again ... I know it is temporary but still lonely.
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I think I am also a bit shaken up because I have heard of lots of people with cancer, which is what my mom died of and still triggers me. My best friend's father-in-law died out of nowhere of cancer this week. Also just heard about Roger Ebert dying of cancer. My supervisor at the hospital was diagnosed with breast cancer, somebody else at the hospital with a stage 4 brain tumor, and another who had lymphoma last year just started working there. I feel like I was doing ok with these triggers really and proud of myself until today where I just feel lonely and weak again.
They say travel is bad for relationships. I am interviewing for a job to take on some night shifts at the hospital tomorrow, which would take more time away from us but we need the money and it will be good for my resume once I graduate from school ... he says to do it, it is temporary anyway.
I know we are fine right now, getting married in a month, etc. I guess I am just worried that eventually we will drift apart with all the travel and time apart :-\ Is that stupid of me?
I am feeling sad and lonely. I miss him. I just am feeling badly again ... I know it is temporary but still lonely.
---------- Post added at 21:29 ---------- Previous post was at 21:26 ----------
I think I am also a bit shaken up because I have heard of lots of people with cancer, which is what my mom died of and still triggers me. My best friend's father-in-law died out of nowhere of cancer this week. Also just heard about Roger Ebert dying of cancer. My supervisor at the hospital was diagnosed with breast cancer, somebody else at the hospital with a stage 4 brain tumor, and another who had lymphoma last year just started working there. I feel like I was doing ok with these triggers really and proud of myself until today where I just feel lonely and weak again.