lourah1989
05-04-13, 23:03
Hey hey hey
Day 3 of being sober, well not as easy as you think!
I don't miss the buzz today, more so the taste and that ahhhh feeling after the first sip... As crazy as it sounds ! I don't have the shakes or anything like that I just feel like iv lost a best buddy!
Although I'm still remaining strong tonight has been the hardest, because in awake and not drunk comatosed I have no idea what to do with my self I need new routine, the best thing to come from today is normality not having a hangover at work AMAZING :D
My anxiety is still erggggg thou, and my depression is still in me! Time is a great healer though as they say ! So fingers crossed in two weeks time things will fell a little different and I will have a whole new outlook on life!
For some reason this time some things clicked that I don't need to drink and I want change in my life I want to see change in me and most of all I want part of the old me back... Happy crazy funny daring me ! Well day 4 tommarow and it actually feels good to say day 4! Can't wait till I can say 4 months haha little ahead of my self like but hey POsITiViTy....
I haven't put as much effort into this post today partly because in general it's been a hard day but hey they can't all be good
Roll on tommarow ... Hopefully a bit more positivity than today and a lot more umffff ...
Eff u anxiety
Stay strong guys :hugs: xxxxx
Day 3 of being sober, well not as easy as you think!
I don't miss the buzz today, more so the taste and that ahhhh feeling after the first sip... As crazy as it sounds ! I don't have the shakes or anything like that I just feel like iv lost a best buddy!
Although I'm still remaining strong tonight has been the hardest, because in awake and not drunk comatosed I have no idea what to do with my self I need new routine, the best thing to come from today is normality not having a hangover at work AMAZING :D
My anxiety is still erggggg thou, and my depression is still in me! Time is a great healer though as they say ! So fingers crossed in two weeks time things will fell a little different and I will have a whole new outlook on life!
For some reason this time some things clicked that I don't need to drink and I want change in my life I want to see change in me and most of all I want part of the old me back... Happy crazy funny daring me ! Well day 4 tommarow and it actually feels good to say day 4! Can't wait till I can say 4 months haha little ahead of my self like but hey POsITiViTy....
I haven't put as much effort into this post today partly because in general it's been a hard day but hey they can't all be good
Roll on tommarow ... Hopefully a bit more positivity than today and a lot more umffff ...
Eff u anxiety
Stay strong guys :hugs: xxxxx