lourah1989
09-04-13, 20:45
Hey guys
Quick up date ... I am on day 7 of my almost none drinking new life ! I sloped up once and drank a bottle of wine and 2 shots yes I regret it but I'm actually feeling good today my anxiety levels are ok and manageable and I actually had a nice day I felt good for the first time in god nows how long ! YAY !
So it's a night in tonight needless to say I am bored shitless but watching a documentary about Peter Andre is keeping me occupied ! :)
I'm surprised I don't want to drink as ATM my grandad is in hospital with Parkinson's and heart failure And my relationship is a mess due to the fact when I don't drink me and my partner have eff All in common ! But hey determination is key ! I don't want to live life as a nun, and say il never ever drink Again because reality is I will have a drink but not until I make peace with Alcohol and I can drink sensibly which is a long way off ! The good thing that has came out of this is I feel good after 7 days well 6 considering my 1 hiccup!
Anyway for all you people on here who don't speak up about self medicating with alcohol ... Speak up now and battle your demons life's to short to give most of it away to a bottle of liquor !
I feel like the hard parts over And iv proved a lot to my self
Take care you beautiful people ... !
Miss positivity :) xxxx
Quick up date ... I am on day 7 of my almost none drinking new life ! I sloped up once and drank a bottle of wine and 2 shots yes I regret it but I'm actually feeling good today my anxiety levels are ok and manageable and I actually had a nice day I felt good for the first time in god nows how long ! YAY !
So it's a night in tonight needless to say I am bored shitless but watching a documentary about Peter Andre is keeping me occupied ! :)
I'm surprised I don't want to drink as ATM my grandad is in hospital with Parkinson's and heart failure And my relationship is a mess due to the fact when I don't drink me and my partner have eff All in common ! But hey determination is key ! I don't want to live life as a nun, and say il never ever drink Again because reality is I will have a drink but not until I make peace with Alcohol and I can drink sensibly which is a long way off ! The good thing that has came out of this is I feel good after 7 days well 6 considering my 1 hiccup!
Anyway for all you people on here who don't speak up about self medicating with alcohol ... Speak up now and battle your demons life's to short to give most of it away to a bottle of liquor !
I feel like the hard parts over And iv proved a lot to my self
Take care you beautiful people ... !
Miss positivity :) xxxx