cattia
14-04-13, 21:38
I just feel so miserable this evening. I feel as though all I ever do is worry. I spend every day thinking that one day I'll feel better and my worries will have gone, but it never seems to happen.
I've been stressing about my son for ages, worried about autism. I read something on line that by 18 months they should have stopped putting stuff in their mouths. He's almost two and still eats EVERYTHING, and I mean everything, so that got me all upset and worried again.
Then there's my breast issues that I posted about earlier so won't go into it again, but that's got me in a state as well.
My husband is sick of hearing about my worries. Talking about them all the time just makes him stressed and irritated, because from his point of view, none of my worries have ever come true before so he just thinks that means than never will. To me though that means that sooner or later, I'll be right about something and it really will happen.
I am so tired of living from one worry to the next. I wish I could enjoy my gorgeous children without these constant anxieties. It really gets me down. Most days I just muddle through, but today I just feel rubbish and sad about everything. :(
I've been stressing about my son for ages, worried about autism. I read something on line that by 18 months they should have stopped putting stuff in their mouths. He's almost two and still eats EVERYTHING, and I mean everything, so that got me all upset and worried again.
Then there's my breast issues that I posted about earlier so won't go into it again, but that's got me in a state as well.
My husband is sick of hearing about my worries. Talking about them all the time just makes him stressed and irritated, because from his point of view, none of my worries have ever come true before so he just thinks that means than never will. To me though that means that sooner or later, I'll be right about something and it really will happen.
I am so tired of living from one worry to the next. I wish I could enjoy my gorgeous children without these constant anxieties. It really gets me down. Most days I just muddle through, but today I just feel rubbish and sad about everything. :(