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15-04-13, 11:50
So I have recently discovered im pregnant. Im only about 6 weeks. My health anxiety has not been brilliant recently anyway and this is sending me over the edge. I know I should be thankful as so many people struggle but im so scared. I made an appointment for termination last week and when I went I had to have a scan. The sac was too small to see so I am going back on Thursday which gives me more time. Im scared of being pregnant, im scared of terminating. Im scared of haemorrhaging, pre eclampsia, collapsing and coping with being pregnant. This would be my 3rd child so its not as if I dont know what to expect. Maybe its because my other two are older now 5 and 8. Someone once told me I would have 2 boys and I have so maybe im not meant to have any more? Im also going on holiday for 3 weeks in July so im terrified of being in a hot country and pregnant. Sounds so bad but in a way im hoping for a miscarriage so I dont have to make a decision. I need someone to tell me what to do. I feel so stressed