mikeyprice1
21-09-06, 17:06
I posted the last topic named 'help'.
Today i feel dreadful-Friends are telling me that its come back because my wife is expecting our first child in 6 weeks and although im v excited, sub-conciously i've built up a lot of anxiety and am v scared-has anyone else seen their ocd go fully blown when expecting a child?
Also,because i was so convinced i have scizophrenia(even though the doctor says i dont)i looked up the symptoms.and now,i keep worrying i've got the symptomsFor eg: Because i know they are paranoidand sometimes think people are after them-i keep thinking-oh-what if im being chased etc-even though i know its utter nonsense,but the thought goes over in my head again and again. Ive had ocd for 20 years and gone through several bad patches but up to 6 weeks ago for 2 years i felt completely unthreatened by it - but now it seems worse than ever and this is the first time where i have been so very very low and completely depressed. My doc has referred me for cbt and wanted to put me on seretoxin - but theres no way i could after the horror stories ive read on here with people coming off it. I just wanna know that there are people like me out there and that i will come better again. I've booked myself in for reiki,acupuncture and cbt-i feel so desperate.
mprice
Today i feel dreadful-Friends are telling me that its come back because my wife is expecting our first child in 6 weeks and although im v excited, sub-conciously i've built up a lot of anxiety and am v scared-has anyone else seen their ocd go fully blown when expecting a child?
Also,because i was so convinced i have scizophrenia(even though the doctor says i dont)i looked up the symptoms.and now,i keep worrying i've got the symptomsFor eg: Because i know they are paranoidand sometimes think people are after them-i keep thinking-oh-what if im being chased etc-even though i know its utter nonsense,but the thought goes over in my head again and again. Ive had ocd for 20 years and gone through several bad patches but up to 6 weeks ago for 2 years i felt completely unthreatened by it - but now it seems worse than ever and this is the first time where i have been so very very low and completely depressed. My doc has referred me for cbt and wanted to put me on seretoxin - but theres no way i could after the horror stories ive read on here with people coming off it. I just wanna know that there are people like me out there and that i will come better again. I've booked myself in for reiki,acupuncture and cbt-i feel so desperate.
mprice