lifesfighter92
28-04-13, 10:53
Over the last few weeks I have noticed a deterioration of my GAD , none of my family know I have what I have because they wouldn't be able to understand , purely because I just smile all the time when I am around them , although I even struggle to have a conversation with some family members because of how nervous I am , its gradually eating away at me inside and I don't know how long I can hold it in for before it drives me crazy. Last night I went to a party that a friend of mine had put on, my levels of social anxiety went through the roof and I could feel myself trembling inside , I also had extreme feelings of self inferiority , it makes me angry , anxiety is more than just worrying it is horrible and I wouldn't wish it on anybody , I just want it to go away :(