GirlAfraid23
04-05-13, 14:05
So I have a real fear about this.
I really want kids in a few years - I am 24 & want kids when I am 26/27
However the more I think about it, the more I am petrified.
Its the idea of a life growing inside me, the idea thar I am not in control of what happens.
There can be any number of variables when in labour, I also think I might die in childbirth.
I have a ridiculously low pain threshold and hate the idea of being in labour in hospital and everyone seeing me giving birth.
I dont really know what the best thing to do is.
I really want kids in a few years - I am 24 & want kids when I am 26/27
However the more I think about it, the more I am petrified.
Its the idea of a life growing inside me, the idea thar I am not in control of what happens.
There can be any number of variables when in labour, I also think I might die in childbirth.
I have a ridiculously low pain threshold and hate the idea of being in labour in hospital and everyone seeing me giving birth.
I dont really know what the best thing to do is.