dawnym
28-09-06, 15:58
I've got myself in a state again.....
I can't stand the mess but I'm so tierd my face is full of coldsores and my head is full of cold,I've been off it for two weeks but never getting chance to rest means I never seem to get better.
As for my children and partner I think they now see my OCD as an advantage because they know if they leave a mess it doesn't really matter as I will do it.
Last night my partner said he would wash up after tea,I went to sort the washing by 11pm I did the pots as he was snoring like a pig on the sofa.
I often think I'm not doing it see how long it takes but I always end up doing it as my head won't let me leave it.
No point saying anything to anyone here as they just don't listen so I thought I'd say it here instead.
Thankyou for taking the time to read it.
I can't stand the mess but I'm so tierd my face is full of coldsores and my head is full of cold,I've been off it for two weeks but never getting chance to rest means I never seem to get better.
As for my children and partner I think they now see my OCD as an advantage because they know if they leave a mess it doesn't really matter as I will do it.
Last night my partner said he would wash up after tea,I went to sort the washing by 11pm I did the pots as he was snoring like a pig on the sofa.
I often think I'm not doing it see how long it takes but I always end up doing it as my head won't let me leave it.
No point saying anything to anyone here as they just don't listen so I thought I'd say it here instead.
Thankyou for taking the time to read it.