Baggs
18-05-13, 09:17
Well, I finally did it... I made a move on the divine Miss B. For those who don't know, Miss B attends the same self-help group that I do, I have known and worshipped her for 5 years. And I had a plan... I was going to do lots of excercise, lose the fat belly, then make my move.
But then I realised two things... I was never going to lose the fat belly and life's too short.
SO on Tuesday I did it. We sat on a couch, so close yet so far, I girded my loins(?) and said, hey Babe, take a walk on the Baggs side.
Oh geez, I didn't realise how it would wreck my head. I knew that rejection would hurt but I didn't know how it would fragment what little sanity I had. I spent the next 24 hours in some sort of parallel universe, uncaring, cold and scary. Wow it was crap.
Was it worth it? Yes. What would have been even worse would have been to look back and think - I WISH I had tried.
But then I realised two things... I was never going to lose the fat belly and life's too short.
SO on Tuesday I did it. We sat on a couch, so close yet so far, I girded my loins(?) and said, hey Babe, take a walk on the Baggs side.
Oh geez, I didn't realise how it would wreck my head. I knew that rejection would hurt but I didn't know how it would fragment what little sanity I had. I spent the next 24 hours in some sort of parallel universe, uncaring, cold and scary. Wow it was crap.
Was it worth it? Yes. What would have been even worse would have been to look back and think - I WISH I had tried.