spacebunnyx
19-05-13, 13:18
Hi,
I have a looonnng history of HA.. lots of posts on palps, globus, cancer of various types etc. Most of those have either been in my head or as a consequence of anxiety :blush: .
I now have have a "real" worry and I'm scared I can't or won't be able to cope.
I had treatment for cervical precancer 6 years ago. Since then I have had 1 ectopic pregnancy. In the last year I've had 2 ivf cycles (one negative and one miscarriage) and a natural miscarriages.
Two weeks ago, as I was having my second miscarriage, I got a letter in the post from my latest smear saying that high risk HPV has been found and I need to go back to colposcopy. I am worried about this. I don't think I have cervical cancer but I am worried I have cell changes again, either on my cervix or elsewhere that will need treating.:weep:
My self confidence self esteem has gone through the floor, I hate my body and feel that it has let me down again. We have no children. I'm not sure how to cope with this. I went to my GP 3 months ago and am on the waiting list of counselling.. I've called them and emailed them and they told me to just be patient. :weep:
I would really love some support with this, either advice or positive messages. I know my problems and worries are insignificant compared to others, but I'm really really struggling.
thank you
Space x
I have a looonnng history of HA.. lots of posts on palps, globus, cancer of various types etc. Most of those have either been in my head or as a consequence of anxiety :blush: .
I now have have a "real" worry and I'm scared I can't or won't be able to cope.
I had treatment for cervical precancer 6 years ago. Since then I have had 1 ectopic pregnancy. In the last year I've had 2 ivf cycles (one negative and one miscarriage) and a natural miscarriages.
Two weeks ago, as I was having my second miscarriage, I got a letter in the post from my latest smear saying that high risk HPV has been found and I need to go back to colposcopy. I am worried about this. I don't think I have cervical cancer but I am worried I have cell changes again, either on my cervix or elsewhere that will need treating.:weep:
My self confidence self esteem has gone through the floor, I hate my body and feel that it has let me down again. We have no children. I'm not sure how to cope with this. I went to my GP 3 months ago and am on the waiting list of counselling.. I've called them and emailed them and they told me to just be patient. :weep:
I would really love some support with this, either advice or positive messages. I know my problems and worries are insignificant compared to others, but I'm really really struggling.
thank you
Space x