Shivmarie
22-05-13, 20:54
Hello.
So I had a massive bout of anxiety over a month ago, panic attacks, no sleep for six days, the docs gave me hydroxine 10mg but didnt take them for long they didnt do anything. however I was convinced I had something seriously wrong with me. From brain tumor, to heart problems, I had an ECG done all fine, my bloods all fine, bp/temp fine. I recently underwent a minor op and I'm all recovered from that also.
I was diagnosed with GAD and I am awaiting my first CBT session, however, I'm convinced something's up again.
Before, my eyes were playing up, had headache, stiffish neck, lack of focus, irritable, no sleep but i had no sickness or nuasea or weakness. I was terrible. I had two eyetests came back fine, bar the second one found I had blepheristis, but generally i was at the doctors/walk in every other day.
Anywho, I had been feeling good for say 3-4 weeks, then Monday I started a new job, and today I had came on my period, however since Monday I've had a pressure in my head, and an occasional tightness mainly on the left side and the pain is mainly in my forehead, I was freakingout today as my pupils had dialated slightly and not sure if they were normal and I was just over thinking, there back to normal now but I was satin the loos taking pictures of my eyes wondering if My eyes looked odd, the flash made me have this heart shaped white blob for a while after, even when I closed my eyes it was still there, again disapearing shortly after. I've been yawning all day and had very mild nausea on and off during the day, coming and going, I've ate as normal, drank as normal, in fact drinking more but I'm just freaking out convinced I've got a brain tumour.
I've not had any neuro tests bar eye tests done, I'm trying as I say to reason this out, I've had new glasses which I'm wearing on and off but it's only started happening over the last few days, I also had a broken sleep last night because i didn't have my alarm on and was convinced I'd oversleep and be late for work. I also got into a state of panic on the way to work as recently had a letter for my first smear and randomly started thinking what if it came back abnormal and started thinking about Jade Goody.
Could this be something to do with my brain? I read about BT headaches being mild, and sometimes they present no symptoms, but when I was at the hospital a few weeks back and I mentioned it he told me "trust me you would not be walking or talking as you are if there was something wrong with your brain"
On lunch I walked on the bike lane path to see if I was walking in a straight line, I cover each eye to see if there is any blur in either eye, my ear is ringing slightly, so again causes me to panic, I move my neck up down left right to ensure its working right, it's so disappointing as I was doing so well.
So I had a massive bout of anxiety over a month ago, panic attacks, no sleep for six days, the docs gave me hydroxine 10mg but didnt take them for long they didnt do anything. however I was convinced I had something seriously wrong with me. From brain tumor, to heart problems, I had an ECG done all fine, my bloods all fine, bp/temp fine. I recently underwent a minor op and I'm all recovered from that also.
I was diagnosed with GAD and I am awaiting my first CBT session, however, I'm convinced something's up again.
Before, my eyes were playing up, had headache, stiffish neck, lack of focus, irritable, no sleep but i had no sickness or nuasea or weakness. I was terrible. I had two eyetests came back fine, bar the second one found I had blepheristis, but generally i was at the doctors/walk in every other day.
Anywho, I had been feeling good for say 3-4 weeks, then Monday I started a new job, and today I had came on my period, however since Monday I've had a pressure in my head, and an occasional tightness mainly on the left side and the pain is mainly in my forehead, I was freakingout today as my pupils had dialated slightly and not sure if they were normal and I was just over thinking, there back to normal now but I was satin the loos taking pictures of my eyes wondering if My eyes looked odd, the flash made me have this heart shaped white blob for a while after, even when I closed my eyes it was still there, again disapearing shortly after. I've been yawning all day and had very mild nausea on and off during the day, coming and going, I've ate as normal, drank as normal, in fact drinking more but I'm just freaking out convinced I've got a brain tumour.
I've not had any neuro tests bar eye tests done, I'm trying as I say to reason this out, I've had new glasses which I'm wearing on and off but it's only started happening over the last few days, I also had a broken sleep last night because i didn't have my alarm on and was convinced I'd oversleep and be late for work. I also got into a state of panic on the way to work as recently had a letter for my first smear and randomly started thinking what if it came back abnormal and started thinking about Jade Goody.
Could this be something to do with my brain? I read about BT headaches being mild, and sometimes they present no symptoms, but when I was at the hospital a few weeks back and I mentioned it he told me "trust me you would not be walking or talking as you are if there was something wrong with your brain"
On lunch I walked on the bike lane path to see if I was walking in a straight line, I cover each eye to see if there is any blur in either eye, my ear is ringing slightly, so again causes me to panic, I move my neck up down left right to ensure its working right, it's so disappointing as I was doing so well.