Button1
30-05-13, 18:05
Hi guys,
As anyone who is on this forum knows, I've got quite bad HA and an obsession with bowel cancer. I had a breakdown in 2011 and was put on sertraline and given CBT. I then got pregnant and up until late last year thought my HA was on the back burner now I had my beautiful little boy to concentrate on. However I had suffered from constipation after birth and in December had an anal fissure which caused a couple of episodes of rectal bleeding. This sent me into meltdown and I'm now on a stronger dose of sertraline and on the list for CBT again.
I'm not getting much better and every stomach ache, episode of loose stools, trapped wind etc sends me into a complete panic. I don't know what's going to help now, I truly feel entirely lost and without hope. I haven't been happy for as long as I can remember and I have this gorgeous little boy in front of me now- I shouldn't feel like this and feel like I won't get better.
Does anyone have anything to give me any hope?
As anyone who is on this forum knows, I've got quite bad HA and an obsession with bowel cancer. I had a breakdown in 2011 and was put on sertraline and given CBT. I then got pregnant and up until late last year thought my HA was on the back burner now I had my beautiful little boy to concentrate on. However I had suffered from constipation after birth and in December had an anal fissure which caused a couple of episodes of rectal bleeding. This sent me into meltdown and I'm now on a stronger dose of sertraline and on the list for CBT again.
I'm not getting much better and every stomach ache, episode of loose stools, trapped wind etc sends me into a complete panic. I don't know what's going to help now, I truly feel entirely lost and without hope. I haven't been happy for as long as I can remember and I have this gorgeous little boy in front of me now- I shouldn't feel like this and feel like I won't get better.
Does anyone have anything to give me any hope?