Freaked
31-05-13, 15:35
Had a CT angiography today, and at first glance apparently everything looked okay. Waiting for the proper results. But I just feel...horrible. I tried to keep food down today and it just refused. Tried to sleep last night and heartburn and chest pressure wouldn't let me. I'm so weak I feel on the verge of passing out constantly. I feel physically and psychologically so tired. It's been three months now and I'm a 21 year old cripple. My friends are coming to see me later and I don't know what they'll think of me being so weak. Some of them seem to think I'm on the way out. I just want to get better and be able to climb a stairs and leave the house for something other than hospital visits, and be able to go and see my boyfriend's new place. I at least want to know what's happening to me :weep:
I see people walking down the street living life and I think that must be nice. Sorry for the rant; just a very hard time.
I see people walking down the street living life and I think that must be nice. Sorry for the rant; just a very hard time.