mel1972
03-06-13, 17:23
I have today been told that my dad only has days left to live ..
I arrived on this site 4years ago after losing my mum,
And having had approx a year free of anxiety attacks and health anxiety (apart from the odd day) my worst fear is that I am gonna hit rock bottom and it start all over again...
Already have the nausea.. And know I am gonna go through all the same as I did 4 years ago...
I am a single parent ( my kids are young adults now) but the fear of losing my dad and then worry about my children is soo great
I suffered in silence for the most part the first time round ( friends thought it lasted about 6 months not 3 years) not sure I'm strong enough again!
My dad is the last of my immediate family bar my brother whose younger but I am just so scared!
Don't want sertraline again, felt like a failure.
Life is soo hard sometimes
I arrived on this site 4years ago after losing my mum,
And having had approx a year free of anxiety attacks and health anxiety (apart from the odd day) my worst fear is that I am gonna hit rock bottom and it start all over again...
Already have the nausea.. And know I am gonna go through all the same as I did 4 years ago...
I am a single parent ( my kids are young adults now) but the fear of losing my dad and then worry about my children is soo great
I suffered in silence for the most part the first time round ( friends thought it lasted about 6 months not 3 years) not sure I'm strong enough again!
My dad is the last of my immediate family bar my brother whose younger but I am just so scared!
Don't want sertraline again, felt like a failure.
Life is soo hard sometimes