Vida
07-06-13, 00:26
I am beside myself with absolute fear. I googled and have now began obsessing over ovarian cancer. I've ignored bloating and constipation because I thought it was just how I functioned. I've ignored back pain because I thought I slept wrong or it was brought on by stress. I couldn't ignore an odd pain I began to have to my left lower quadrant 8 weeks ago. And since it's been a roller coaster if fear. I had a transvaginal/abdominal US last week which came back normal. I go for a CT scan next week. I just had blood drawn today and im so unpleasant to be around because I'm so scared I have ovarian cancer.
I have 2 children who are still little. I have a new house. I'm overwhelmed with fears that I will leave my children and my husband will lose our house that we purchased to give them a good life.
I have no one to talk to because of my previous bouts of HA I don't want my family and friends to think I've gone down that road again.
I just wish I could live life happily and wait for actual results instead of living in complete fear as if I was already sentenced to death.
I don't know what I'd do without this site. I can at least let it out here and some days get an encouraging word or two.
I have 2 children who are still little. I have a new house. I'm overwhelmed with fears that I will leave my children and my husband will lose our house that we purchased to give them a good life.
I have no one to talk to because of my previous bouts of HA I don't want my family and friends to think I've gone down that road again.
I just wish I could live life happily and wait for actual results instead of living in complete fear as if I was already sentenced to death.
I don't know what I'd do without this site. I can at least let it out here and some days get an encouraging word or two.