Evilenko
15-06-13, 04:30
Hey everybody, I'm new to the forum but I've been checking it for a while when googling symptoms and therefore only making my anxiety worse. Anyway, I'll try to tell you how everything started and how it got to this point. I woke up with a devastating stomach ache a few weeks ago, but since I thought the reason for it was because I hadn't ate since the day before (it had happened countless times before) I went to the kitchen and prepared some hot chocolate. Suddenly I started feeling lightheaded and almost fainted. I assumed my pressure was low, so I put some salt under my tongue as people usually do. I was sweating and hearing that ringing noise in my ear, but I soon started to feel better. However, it got me worried the entire day, and by the night I started feeling worse, like my chest was full and I felt sick again. I couldn't sleep that night due to so much nausea, but I didn't vomit, also, everytime I got to close my eyes I felt like I couldn't breath and my heart would stop, so it made me extremely worried. I've been feeling like this since then. There was an episode, however, that still worries me to death. I had a panic attack in the morning, which eventually became extremely frequent, so I got up, drank some water, took a sertraline pill imagining it would be good for anxiety and tried to go back to sleep, but I woke up with a the same terrible stomach ache and went to the bathroom, but I started feeling this burning sensation going through my arms and the dizziness was back! So I ran to the living room and fainted on the floor. I thought it was a heart attack, but I got up shaking and felt better after drinking some water. Since this day I had diarrhea and vomited (only the bile liquid tho), also I had some light bleedings between periods and the worst period cramp of my life. Now I'm feeling dizzy all the time, my left arm hurts a lot, I have some weird head-aches (like in the sides of my head), I get scared by the littlest of noises and I can barely breath, but every time I google symptoms it says stuff like being pregnant (which is impossible because I'm a virgin) or heart diseases, stroke risks and pressure stuff, but I ain't sure about it because I've been to several cardiologists and done like 3 blood tests and everything is normal! Nobody in my family has health issues, except for mental stuff. I haven't been to a psychiatrist yet, but I'm guessing it could be a panic disorder. Does anybody else also feel that way? The only thing I need to know is that I'm not alone on this, I only want my normal life back, I can't take this anymore! I'd like to apologise for the long post as well, but I'm really desperate.