hheavenlyangel
17-06-13, 02:10
Its funny, some days Im perfectly ok and some days like today I am a mess. The sensations I feel in the upper left side of my stomach freaks me out. I have had this many times before but its like its the first time all over again. I go into panic mode. Im thinking I have an ulcer, I am getting reflux after I eat or drink. I do have bowel issues IBS but this sensation is really annoying and frustrating. I am too scared to go to the dr - what if they find something wrong, how am I going to cope with the news..... Im too scared to get an ultrasound done I feel frozen and stuck. I feel so anxious, stressed and frightened. I hate feeling this way.