f0rest
24-06-13, 03:24
hi guys i'm 19 i started getting anxiety symptoms when i was like 16 and progressivly they have gotten worse over time.My face is always so tight and it feels like the muscles in my face are always twitching and giving me problems this makes it very hard for me to sleep unless medicated on benzos or sleeping pills, i have also had this problem when sometimes after walking i feel like i am about to fall over it kinda feels like i am walking on a trampoline or a bouncy castle or like turbulence while on an aeroplane.. all these symptoms are really getting me down and i dont think i will ever get better, i don't take any enjoyment in anything i do anymore and im stuck in a viscious cycle fighting my symptoms. I have pleaded to my doc to try and send me to a neurologist but she is sure that this is a problem that has to do with anxiety and she said if she sends me to a neuro she would be fuelling my problem... or something along those lines, i really don't know what to do i don't have good days anymore as the symptoms are literally unbearable and im left feeling helpless, luckily i have family who helps me with this problem and im not alone fighting.. but i wanna move on with my life i want to make these feelings go away and live a normal life but i don't know how things are going to get better when they have only been getting worse over the months.. thanks for reading and any feedback would be highly appreciated.